Welcoming November

It's November 8th already and I have these awkward feelings; I have no idea what to do, what to feel and how to act to be that "Hidana" she used to be. Well, duh I still hope this month will be better than October. It has to.

Best Things I Never Had

"Best Things I Never Had" list:

1. Nice Eye

     Ok, truth is, I really want to have a beautiful blue eye or hazel. But nah I got the brownish-blackish one, so I think that I'll never have this one.

2. Clouds

   
Clouds are always fun to see. No matter when you see it, (except when its tornado or something scary) it'll always look nice. Agree?

3. Ed Sheeran

   
     Ed Sheeran is the most beautiful person I've ever known. I mean, look at his chubby cheeks! It's really un-ignore-able hahaha but I guess I'll never have this one too, he's just too perfect to me :p

4. Babies (Yay!!)

    Nah this is the one that I believe and I always hope I'll get one in my future (two is better). When you're sad, just look at babies and heeeellll your mood will slightly up up up haha


 5. Nice boyfriend in a nice sweater

   
 I don't really know if I this is a 'best thing', it's because I like guys in sweater OR Chico is just amazing....


6. Good-looking underwater pictures

   
    I want my good-looking face underwater onceee. I cant swim (truth hurts), but I believe that I'll swim one day, and I'll have my own underwater pictures :D

7. YOU
    It always hurts to know that you are the best thing in my whole life but 76% of my heart said that you'll never be mine. Ha, your very welcome.

Auf wiedersehen

"Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan" looks lame tapi kenyataannya emang gitu. Nggak peduli seberapa pedulinya, seberapa sayang &cinta kita sama seseorang, orang itu pasti bakal pergi ninggalin kita, ataupun sebaliknya.

Ada saatnya ketika kita memang harus ninggalin orang tersebut, walaupun sebenarnya kita nggak mau atau nggak tega. I'm feeling that a few hours ago. Tapi kupikir kalo aku nggak ninggalin dia sekarang mungkin dianya malah makin tersiksa. Let him go & let him find the one, cause I know that I can't be his one:-)

Ok, jadi malam ini lagu If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield is out of my playlist ;p

Hugs, H.

Arsenal 6 - 1 Southampton, They All Scores When They Want!!

Happy weekend everyone!! Yesterday (Sat, 15-9-'12) was a great day for all gooners. The arsene's boys won 6-1, and my God, I exploded!!haha Podols' freekick power!! Gervi scored 2, and Walcott goal is such a pureefect closing for me.

Sad to know that its weekend already, I do love this week so much. Really, this week is a gift for me, the best week I've ever had in my whole life. No hard things lately, and I liked it much, thank you everyone for everything that meant so much to me.

By the way Resident Evil 5 is released 3-4 days ago but I still got no time to watch it on cinema. I'll just buy the dvd ha maybe I'll make time to watch Premium Rush.

Eh and GGK'9 played at SHS1's Bday Closing Ceremony yesterday. I'll post the photos later! Bye everyone, and once again: Happy weekend!:-)

Hugs, H.

Hell, I Can't Do This No More

Minggu penuh ulangan... Senin; Biologi, Selasa; Fisika, Rabu; Kimia, Kamis; Kuliner. Iya, makanya ngeblog libur seminggu haha.

Anyway Ars-Liv kemarin 2-0!!!!! I'm so happy, especially to know that Podols scored the first goal & then Cazorla was the second who scored! I believe that Giroud will score on next week's match vs Southampton ;-)

Actually I've got nothing to tell about. I just want to blog. This is where I belong *eaaaaa

But the truth is, I'm in dilemma. You know, when you're doing something and then you realize that that is not what you really want. The truth is that I'm tired of having a relationship that I don't really want to have. I can't do this no more.

By the way, my late September Wish is : I hope that one day I can found someone's special so I could say to him, this;

"I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."

Ah, my favorite line from "The Vow". Haha.

Kissessss, H.

Thanks God It's Friday

Hello everyone.. It's a beautiful Friday for me ha I won a tshirt from Supersoccer.co.id last week and the tshirt came this afternoon and it looks nice;-) check!

And I just watch The Bourne Legacy with two of my best friends. Me liked it. But still, no Matt Damon = no Jason Bourne. So I think that the title should be The Scott Legacy haha the movie is not so bad tho.

Anyway I forgot my +- 5 years old Y!messenger account, so add my new one: hidanabanana. Feel free to chat!:-)

Kisseeeesssss, H.

The Most Perfectly Perfect Thursday In My 15 Years Old Life

Tomorrow is Friday and weekend come closer :D Nothing's happier than knowing this tiring week will finally end. But sadly, next week is gonna be harder because there are TONS of tests. But I think thats the point of being a senior high school students: Uncountable tests! Haha correct me if my point is wrong.

Ok so next thing that I really want you to know is me and my sister are finally made a post-it thing in our room hahaha that's not so important but I just want you to know ;p So here it is;

I know that it is not as good as any reminder that you've ever seen, but at least we've tried haha anyway I have a new crush, it's Ed Sheeran my dear oh my I've known him from last year but I didn't know that he could be sooo amazing on London Olympics' Closing Ceremony '12. Last week I wikipedia-ed him and from wikipedia I knew that he started singing from 14 years old! That's just sound too unbelievable, right? And his The A Team is "one thousand thumbs up", tho I'd prefer listening to Boyce Avenue cover when I'm sad cause Alejandro is so perfect for singing the sad song (with piano, most) ha.

I think it's enough because I still have some homeworks to do (Indonesian speech and Germany translating thing). But today's the most perfect thing to know that Theo Walcott ISN'T LEAVING ARSENAL woohooo perfect Thursday!:-) :-)

Kissseessssss, H.

Holidays Are Officialy Over

School's back! Can't believe its really happening. My school starts from 7am to 2.15pm. Super tiring first day, and I have soo many homeworks to do. But teehee I'm sure that I can finish all of them in the next 2 days. And my teacher gave my class this projection task, its not done already yet, anyway

That task is addicting, just so you know. Anyway Ars-Stoke ended tie yesterday, it's 0-0. It's sad but it's okay. I believe that next match we are going to beat Livpool!

Kisssseeeessssss, H :-):-):-)

Usual Saturday

Today is the last day of holiday and I'm having a super duper ultra tiring Saturday. Nothing really important, actually. Just going out with some friends from GGK (one of my school extracurricular), having a nice lunch with my tenth class and going to senior high school alumnus' houses. 

Anyway about "Something Borrowed" movie that I watch last night, I have my favorite line from the movie, which is when Dex is talking to his dad,

"Have you ever gone down a road, far down and wondered, maybe it wasn't what you want?"

I'm thinking about this words lately, and I wonder if maybe everything that I have now is not what I really want. I mean like school things, or maybe about a relationship that I don't like, well I don't know.

Half an hour left to Arsenal - Stoke City match, and I'm feeling so excited. COYG!!

Kissssess, H :) x

P.S : This blogging thing is ADDICTING.

Normal Life on Holiday

Friday, my dear, always feels good. I'm wasting this beautiful Friday by watching 5 episodes of Supernatural and re-watched "Something Borrowed". I like this movie tho "To be continue" is written at on the screen after the movie credits. And Supernatural's "Mystery Spot" episode is just amazing. Can't stop laughing on Sam, really, hahaha.

Anyway holiday is going to be over soon. So sad to know, right. I wish my school can add 5 or 6 days more for holiday, but it wont. Even if I pray to God every minutes of my life, I know it will never ever ever happen.

Aaand just so you know, I just watch The Expendables 2 on Wednesday with a nice friend. It's such a good movie (with 50000IDR/ticket, its still worth to watch). The Expendables 2 is a FULL action movie, with no romance, yes! I thought it is impossible to find an American movie without kissing scene on it, but finally I found one. Me likey this movie better than its first. It's because there are Jason Statham and Liam Hemsworth in Expendables 2 haha. I felt so sad when Billy the Kid (Liam played as him in the movie) died. And Billy's letter for Sophia.... Ermahgerd I'm crying on the cinema. This is my favorite photo of Billy:

Breath-taking. Yes.

Well, I think thats enough for today's post. Can't wait for Arsenal - Stoke City match tomorrow night. 3points we're coming.

Kissesssss, H.

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