5 Ways to Be Happy

Hello there January!

My 2014 by far is sucks. So, instead of being sad all the time I'm making a post about my 5 ways to be happy, so in case you guys are feeling bad, you could try some of my tips.

P.s; all of what I write here are from my own, don't take it too seriously (I'm taking it seriously yet I'm still not happy).

HOW TO BE HAPPY

    1. Do not expect anything from anyone.

Well, I'm telling you, the more you expect something from someone, the more you'll get hurt. Here, I'll give you an examples.

Scene 1

Stoopid Gurl: "Omfg there's this super cute boi and he has been texting me every minutes since last week oh gosh he's telling me that he's gonna come to my house tonight and I know we're gonna cuddle and watch movies till we fall asleep in each others arms"
*at night*
Cute boi: "Hey, whats up? Your sisters ready?"
Stoopid Gurl: "Ready for what?"
Cute boi: "For our date. I'm asking her to go out with me tonight"
Stoopid Gurl: "Uhhh...ok" *jumps into a cliff*

See? Do. Not. Ever. Expect. Anything. From. Anyone. Believe in yourself. You need nobody (expect when you're in math exam and you haven't studied because the night before you was doing some stupid movie marathon)

    2. Sing

Anytime you're feeling sad, sing. No matter if your voice is as good as Adele or as sucks as Rebecca Black, sing. I once read about scientist having this study about humans will live longer --about 2 or 3 years more when they sing songs they like repeatedly.

Um no, I'm just joking.

But truth is when I sad, I sing. I'm singing every songs that I could remember, sure I'm not gonna sing sad songs when I'm sad because it's just stupid. If you're heartbroken --maybe because this guy you like, like this other gurl you super hate and they're in a relationship now (no I'm not telling you about my life story), don't you sing a heartbreaking songs.

Go sing some happy songs like Baa Baa Blacksheep or Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars.

  3. Eat

Chocolates, chips, ice creams, french kiss fries, anything! Eating a lot of food will makes you happy. Well except if you're a Victoria Secret model then sorry, this won't work for you.

  4. Buy branded, good, beautiful things you like

This suggestion only works for those who got unlimited cash (that's ok if you don't have it, this won't work for me too).

Since I was a girl, I know that shopping makes us happy. I don't know if boys feel this too.

For me, I'm happy everytime I buy a new book. I love reading, I'm beyond happy when I open the plastic cover of my new books. I'm telling you the feeling when you're buying things you like, is bigger than any feeling.

  5. Be grateful

If you're grateful for what you've had, you're gonna be so happy. For every breath you take, for every friends you've got, for every way your parents love you, for everything.

I've gotta say that I'm not grateful enough for what I've had, so I'm not really happy and satisfied with my own life. There are a lot of people out there who's more unlucky than I am. *sad music plays*

Ha but I'm serious, the more you're being grateful, the more you'll be happy. So, be grateful.

Well I think it's all I can write. I'm sorry this post is short and not funny, I'm gonna have to face my final exams in the next 99days or so (who gives a fuck about this anyway).

Would you mind telling me your own ways to be happy? Tell me.I hope all of you guys are happy with your life.

Byeee.^^H

2013 by Far

Hey, so its December already. And in 4 days its 2014. OH WAIT WHAT....never mind.
I love 2013. I do. But I'm not gonna lie I'm pretty much excited about 2014 coming.
And here are some of things I've learned from 2013 (nope, actually I learnt nothing);

1. 

Twerking is a must.

Dang. Sorry for the disturbing pic I put there. I don't know why I even put "twerk" as number 1. This was the first thing that crossed my mind when I thought about 2013. Well it's not like I can twerk, I mean I never even tried to twerk, not even once (sorry not sorry). But still, twerking is like a fever. I am so done looking at twerking vids on vine or youtube.

2. 

No matter how kind hearted, good looking and how rich someone, eventually they'll die.

Putting this photo of Cory and Paul in this post is hard enough. Both of them was my fav actors. I've watched Glee from season 1 and the very first series of Fast&Furious. I had major heartbreaking when I read the news about them. Truth is sometimes I'm expecting them to tweet again saying "Hey how are you I'm doing good" or things like that, which is impossible. But then Cory Monteith and Paul Walker are just examples.

There are millions of people died in 2013. People that someone once loved, someone once care about. We don't know how long we'll live, how long we'll be surrounded by the people we love, how long we'll face things we like/don't like. We're not gonna live forever, so are those people we know. Talk to them, be good to them, every seconds as long as they're alive. Period.

3. 

Daley's video on early December

Jack Wilshere's second children, Delilah

You have to accept the facts, because there's nothing else you could do.

Beautiful smiles, nice body, still young. You can't say that you don't love him. Tom Daley was my first diver crush. I first know him on London Olympics 2012. When I first saw him all I'm thinking is that "This guy is too good to be true". And there I go, fangirling about him for a week or so. I'm still hoping that somehow I'll be his girlfriend (yes this is true).

Until this December. He posted a video in his youtube account about he's telling the world that he likes a guy. Likes, a guy. At first I'm like "what the actual fuck is happening", all I wanna do that time is shake him or hit his head with something because I am so heartbroken (who do I think I am to be heartbroken). But the more I think the more I can't do anything. And there's this super cute pic of him with his boyfriend.. So that's it, I'm accepting the fact that we can't be together (what am I even talking).

And then this Arsenal's midfield, Jack Wilshere. He got Delilah, his 2nd children. My reaction is exactly, the same as when I saw the video of Daley; "what the actual fuck is happening". For God's sake, Jack Wilshere is only 21 and haven't married! But then again the more I think the more I can't do anything. Sooo, that's it....

4.

The more I read, the more I'm going insane.

"All I do when we're apart is think about you, and all I do when we're together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because I'm so out of control, I can't help myself. I'm not even mine anymore, I'm yours, and what if you decide that you don't want me? How could you want me like I want you?" 

That is my favorite quote from the Eleanor & Park novel by Raindbow Rowell. Once I read this book all I'm thinking is that, "I want to meet a guy like Park in real life". And that's sucks, you know. It's sucks that living in real world is not as good as living in books. I'm not talking about those scaryshit books or those "How to's" books.

I'm talking about super sweet books, books about this two humans falling in love with each other, in a relationship, blah blah happy ending (damn right I like this kind of books). Well it's not like I don't wanna be in Hogwarts or living in Narnia, but still, this romance-sometimes heartbreaking-young adult books are one of my favorite kind of books. But then, the more I read this kind of novels, the more I want to meet the good guys that told in the books. The one that loves you the way you are, the one that telling you nice words you'd love to hear, the one that you could cuddle with everytime.

Hell yeah I want them so bad (especially right after I finished reading the books). And that's super sucks. Because guys like that don't exist in my school. And that's super sucks. Because I like to read YA books, and the more I read, the more I want them guys to be existed.

5.

BBC Radio 1 Live Lounge is getting better day by day.

I super-ultra-mega like bbcr1 live lounge lately. You're totally lying if you said that you hate Rudimental's cover of Monster/Story of My Life or OneRepublic's cover of Love Me Again, or Bastille's cover of We Can't Stop. They're just so good. I didn't say that the original version sucks. The originals are fine as hell but the covers are just really good to hear to. And I'd love to hear more of bbcr1 live lounge in 2014.

6. 

There's just too much good duet songs in 2013.

I like John Mayer as much as I like Katy Perry. And when they're singing song together; double winning. It feels really good when two of your favorite musicians make songs together. Another nice duet songs in 2013 are like Zedd&Hayley William's Stay the Night and Rihanna&Eminem's Monster. There's a lot, but do you really think that I'm not lazy enough to write all of them here?

7.

Ummm. Nope. There's exactly nothing to learn about this.

There are about hundreds of things I've learned from 2013 but I just don't have the time to write them all (no its just because my english is sucks and I just don't have time to recheck my grammars and spelling and others). How was your 2013 anyway? Let me know.

Well, I hope you had a good 2013 and I hope you'll get a super nice 2014.

Being 17, tons of tasks, final exams, college years, 2014, I am coming! *go to sleep right after posting this post*

The Conjuction, Eh--The Conjuring Review

Happy holiday! C:

Don't we students love holidays more than we love our boyfriend/girlfriend...

Well its been such a nice week for me, if only we could forget my physics exam for a sec.

So yesterday, on Wednesday July 31st, I watched a horror movie in cinema with a friend of mine.

Before I tell you more about this movie I'd like to confess...

At first I thought the movie title was.. The Conjunction... *ba dum tsss* D:

Few weeks ago I saw some movie updates twitter account tweet about a super horrawr movie and it started with The Con something. Then at night my friend asked me to watch Pacific Rim, but then I said I wanted to watch this horror movie.

Then he asked me, "What's the title of the movie?"

I really forgot what is the title that moment, so, innocently I answered "The Conjunction".

5 secs later I wanted to be eaten by Buckbeaf from that Harry Potter's 2nd movie.

......Well let's just forget about my stupidity.

The movie is kinda good for me. My friends said that I'm a hardcore horror movies consumer. I never feel scared while watching horror movies..not even a bit. Sometimes I just commented little dull things about the ghost. Such as "Hell this gurl shudve got a bad hair day" while watching Mama.

I kinda like this movie tho. I like the plot, and the way the mum loves her daughters. I just dont get it why the father is useless.. I mean, why did he come home so late when he already knows that something is wrong with his house. If I was the mum I'd like to sign up for divorce papers asap.

I like the moment when Christine (or its April??) screams and there goes this swag gurl with long hair and nice gown, on the cupboard and then jumps to Andrea. Yay.

But I dont really like it when Lorraine opened the music box when she fell from that Rory's hiding place, and then that maid appeared. If the maid is appear for 1-2 secs, its ok. BUT SHE WANTED THE SPOTLIGHT. She appeared for about 6-8 secs or so. Its just feels weird for me. From what I've been experienced, a ghost is scarier when it only appears in the blink of an eye.. BUT THEN THIS MAID IS FUKIN TALKING TO LORRAINE////

Forget the maid....

Another thing guys, if you haven't watched this movie I only suggest you a thing;

Dont you fuking watch the trailer.

Seriously, when I watched the trailer I'm all like "Sh1t na I think I'm gonna pee in my pants or stuff like dat"

The trailer is like 5 times scarier and IT SHOWS US ALMOST ALL the scary parts. So when I watched the movie on cinema all I'm thinking is "Oh this is the one on trailer, when the ghost shows up" ;__;

I kinda feel like regret it why did I watch the trailer before D:

But then again it's up to what are you gonna do guys. I ain't a pro reviewers or what but I just like watching movies. And it's my 1st movie review that I posted online btw *like anyone will give sh1ts*

Now all I'm waiting for Insidious Chapter 2 in September 13th or so. Eh one more thing, I just found out that the Dad from the Insidious movie is the same guy who played as Ed Warren in The Conjuring movie. Patrick Wilson y u have to play all the horror movies...

I think this is it. I'm gonna celebrate my holiday with.....centuries of sleeping.

Hope you guys doing well.

Cyber hugs.

Exam Week is Finally Over --Yet I'm Still Havin Bad Times

Hi again u people.

Sooo exam week is over and I'm really surprised that I could survive it. You have no idea how hard it is, answering germany exam when you have no idea what is the meaning of the question..haha yeah well I'm just happy that I finished it.

My recent activities lately are just like watching criminal minds 12/7, watching tv, eating tons of junk food, and sleeping. Meh I don't exercise like I used to again..and I'm feeling the guilty pleasure.. Maybe I'll exercising again tonight, I hope I will haha

I'm feeling miserable these recent days. I always ask myself, "When will people stop hurting me?"

I know that I'm not a good person but at least I always try to be one. I just don't get it why everybody lies to me when I never lie to them.. Maybe I'll just never be good enough to them, yeah.

So if I'm not going anywhere this holiday maybe I'll just gonna watch the Criminal Minds and blame everything on myself. Asking to myself, why I can't be good enough for everybody, why I'm always be the one to be victim, and all I'm asking is that I'll survive thru all of this shits around me.

Lot of hugs, (sadly no one is gonna hug me back), H.

I blog again!

Aay, I'm back !:D

....even when I know the fact that nobody would give a shit about me or my blog.

Eh, nevermind haha well by the way it's nice to have my blog around again. I'm kinda need to share things lately. How are you people? I'm pretty good thanks, just in case if you want to know how am I doing. (and I bet nobody want to)

Sooo, I'm having final exams at the moment and for the next 7/8 days. And it scares me to death haha but I know I'll pass it all. Pray for me ok:-)

A lot of things happened to me in the past 6-7months. Some changed me but some others don't. But at least I'm still me, at least I'm still doing what I used to do since 1st grade of elementary school;screwing things haha

I love my life lately, it's more colorful and happier than I could remember. Sure bad things happened too, like when my sister left me because she's going to college. But it's ok. I'll go from this city when I graduate high school :P

The only problems for me nowadays is time management. I don't have daily schedule or study schedule. I study when I want it haha but lately I'm thinking that its wrong. I check on my laptop too much in a week. And fyi, once I open it I just can't turn it off again. Especially when I'm on skype or when I'm playing modoo marble. Seriously. I could waste 6-8hrs on my laptop. Yesterday I didn't study for the biology exams because I'm playing it. I really want it to be stopped, but its just real hard. If you have suggestions please tell me, I'll thank you so much.

Eh well truth is I have a lot of things to tell in my mind, but I really just don't know what to write. Maybe this is the way the universe tell me that my English is not enough and I'm not a writer in the future. Duh, thanks.

Hahaha well I think that's all I can tell you. I know it's not interesting for you to read. I know. Sorry :(

Wish me luck for my civic and english exam tomorrow. I need it.

Lot of kisses, H.

Welcoming November

It's November 8th already and I have these awkward feelings; I have no idea what to do, what to feel and how to act to be that "Hidana" she used to be. Well, duh I still hope this month will be better than October. It has to.

Best Things I Never Had

"Best Things I Never Had" list:

1. Nice Eye

     Ok, truth is, I really want to have a beautiful blue eye or hazel. But nah I got the brownish-blackish one, so I think that I'll never have this one.

2. Clouds

   
Clouds are always fun to see. No matter when you see it, (except when its tornado or something scary) it'll always look nice. Agree?

3. Ed Sheeran

   
     Ed Sheeran is the most beautiful person I've ever known. I mean, look at his chubby cheeks! It's really un-ignore-able hahaha but I guess I'll never have this one too, he's just too perfect to me :p

4. Babies (Yay!!)

    Nah this is the one that I believe and I always hope I'll get one in my future (two is better). When you're sad, just look at babies and heeeellll your mood will slightly up up up haha


 5. Nice boyfriend in a nice sweater

   
 I don't really know if I this is a 'best thing', it's because I like guys in sweater OR Chico is just amazing....


6. Good-looking underwater pictures

   
    I want my good-looking face underwater onceee. I cant swim (truth hurts), but I believe that I'll swim one day, and I'll have my own underwater pictures :D

7. YOU
    It always hurts to know that you are the best thing in my whole life but 76% of my heart said that you'll never be mine. Ha, your very welcome.